My past self is helping me out. I love it.
I wrote this in an email I sent to my mom on June 30, 2017 while I was in Hawaii.
"I was watching an ASMR video of this lady, and I love her videos, I learn a lot from her. In one of her videos she said something like, you are always doing your best, and you never need to worry about the direction you are going in your life, because it is always in the right direction. And if you ever have a feeling in your gut or a lump in your throat, it is showing your values, and you need to believe in those values. We are always looking back at what we say or what we do, what decisions we make. BUT we never need to worry because we are always doing our best in that moment, Looking back we may think we should have done something different because we have learned more from that moment, but in every moment we are doing our best, and we shouldn't worry about it.
I like to keep it in my mind. I don't need to worry about past decisions because I know that I was doing my best in that moment."
Word for word.
How I found this was I was cleaning out my old emails. And I'm talking old emails, going waaay back to 2014, not that long ago, but to me it is. Anyway so I was being weird and cleaning my old sent emails, this is what I do with my time, and I came across emails I sent my mom while I was in Hawaii. I was in Hawaii for a month and emailing was a fun way to tell each other how we were doing, she was also traveling at the time.
BTW, that month in Hawaii was one of the best times of my life. I cant tell you how much I love Hawaii.
It has been almost 2 years since Hawaii and it is still always finding ways back into my life to inspire me all over again.
The ASMartist was Oliviakissper. She is actually very inspiring and has helped me fallen asleep many times. (HA!) She is very talented and is trained in what she talks about. I love her. She should definitely be checked out by all.
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